Pullman

Courtyard

Like a Bitch, Again.

what the fuck. i realize i am still running, from the sorrow, from the fear, from the unknown. i am a coward, after all. who knew i could ever recover, who knew i could ever be fine, who knew i could ever be strong enough for this.

this is the moment when i really miss the friends whom i never feel left out with. but, i think i just found an excuse to stay away from the party.

how real am i?

and how well do YOU know me?

Patrick rocking Kado.

Happy Christmas Eve

year 2009 is coming to an end. how time elapses.

it has been a comparatively great year. got over the worst nightmare. got 12A1s for spm. made new friends. got closer to both family & (some) friends. explore, discover & understand myself even more. aint i blessed? awww x)

the only thing i wasnt grateful for, is my embarrassing weight gain xD hence, exercising is definitely in my new year's resolution, other than refining my personality & academic performance. lol.

i profusely thank those who walk into and stay in my life. you have no idea how have you coloured my life =)

i love y'all.

Flashback

last saturday, we went from places to places and had great chats.

both in stripes and torn jeans, how cool =)

this monday, we met up with brian, john & kai xian for breakfast.

john & kai xian also watched avatar with us.

avatar impeccably rocks =D

House of Pets

may a good owner takes you home soon =)

good health to you & your puppies =)

Permai Day Trip

i still doubt if i am really a part of you, but thanks a load =)

What you believe could fool you.

i am supposed to study, yes. but sth hammered me hard on my temple. i just perceived sth i should have much earlier on. which is. yeah. i dont belong so much more than i thought. i am undeniably problematic, right. okay, cut the rant. i always agree that even just one true buddy is much more better than loads of weather friends, or so-called acquaintances. i still stick to it and yeah, feel blessed. but i just dont get it why people you thought you are intimate with are actually so far away lots of the time. at times like this, i cant help feeling rejected. okay, i dont deny that i am sensitive, of course. very. actually. indeed. maybe i should stop here. and learn to appreciate and bond with those that i should even more.

a friend in need is a friend indeed. remember that.

Sunset

i've never seen this scene at the beach yet =(